“Masaya ako for her. Sinusuportahan ko nga siya kasi mahal na mahal ko si Kim. I care for her, she’s special to me”.

- Gerald Anderson

It is so Gerald to say stuff like these just when the fans have began to move on. He just sucks them right back into this whole dilemma of what’s what and who’s who for Kim. This is just my point of view as a fan and you don’t necessarily have to agree with me or anything but God! Why do I still kind of support them deep inside? And right now, I’m pretty sure that if a reunion ever happens, I’d still care a lot and I was really sure back then that I wouldn’t ever care for Gerald ever again.

Sure, Kim and Xian are wonderful. Extremely wonderful. And I never thought I’d care for any of Kim’s onscreen partners ever again. I told myself, “Hey! You won’t like them. You won’t hate them, sure… but I’m pretty sure you won’t rave about them either”. Then there comes Xian, who is a perfect gentleman, a decent actor, and a guy who seems to actually care for Kim. And whoosh! I started caring.

And now that I have finally accepted that Kim will most probably be doing many things with different people who will help her career grow - which, by the way, took me an awfully long time - Gerald says stuff like this that just makes me want a Kimerald reunion for whatever reason and I promised myself back then that I would never ever want that.

So basically, this post means I’m crazy and am both a KimXi fan and a Kimerald fan which I didn’t think was possible, because come on… in the long haul, it won’t be. You’d like one more than the other. You’d root more for just one of these two guys. If you asked me who that guy was a few weeks ago, I’d yell “Xian!” like a thousand times over. But at this point… I don’t know who that guy is.

I guess the 11 year-old in me is trying to get out. I used to love Kimerald so much and for such a long time. And I guess for that reason alone… I always will.

(Source: fuckyeahkimmychiu)